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“Sometimes, there are some things that won’t come back no matter how much you struggle and how far you crawl in hope of retrieving back the things you had lost. Friendship, trust, bonds, lives, material things and other gain-able things that made you happy. They all live within you forever, through lost and gain, only memories truly remains, for nothing truly dies, it can only transform. It transforms through time… From the times when you could grasp them, to the point where you realize that they are nothing more than remnants that existed on your palm. An old prophet taught us that things happens with a reason. If that’s true, I always had chose to get over my lost. It’s hard for me to accept because knowing that I can never experience the joy of having them again, it trembles my knees with regrets. Sometimes, my mind is full of “If only I knew”, “If only I did this” and “if only I didn’t do this”. There’s a higher chance that I probably would have lost less. But sometimes, a sacrifice is necessary. There’s a reason why some people never made it to my future, it just means we were never destined to associate with one another. So, I’m truly sorry if all there was to see in this tiny world, between me and you, I’m truly sorry if I could only watch you, as I lose you… To reverse time is what I’d hope for, but reality is not an easy obstacle to face. Because even if I am to disappear one day, the world will still go on. Every moment with you was priceless, everything about you was joyous and every memory of you is forever timeless."